The Past

I am what some may consider a young mom, although I feel the timing of my beautiful boy was perfect. I have had terrible luck with men, the scum of the Earth is what I am apparently attracted to. Then one day I met this man. He respected women (who knew that existed anymore) he cherished to love of a woman, he saw me as a gift from god, and treated me like a queen.

I don't love this man because he puts me up on a pedastool. Early in our relationship we find out we are expecting a child. For those judgemental people out there, eat your hearts out on me, cause we all know that is socially looked down upon. My pregnancy was amazing, no sickness, discomfort or any of the scary things health class teaches you. The last two months of my pregnancy got rough. Sleepless nights, pain, braxton hicks, several pointless trips to the hospital. I am not afraid to admit I am a first time mom and every new pain scared me.

On November 9, 2011, I was induced and delivered my beautiful baby boy at 1:03 pm on November 10, 2011.

I remember the moment we arrived home with this little bundle, I thought to myself... I can't believe they let just anyone take a child home. I was clueless, and scared. My mom was on speed dial and when the baby cried... I cried. Made for a rough first month or two.

Now my baby is 3 months old, and this blog will go through my trials and struggles and maybe help other expecting moms.